Welcome overwhelm and frustration – it means you’re learning and growing…

Do you ever feel like you’re just not "getting it", no matter how hard you’re trying?

If you do, please read this entire message – it’s a very personal story I think you’ll relate to, and hopefully be encouraged by…

I really do understand that sometimes when there’s so much to learn, it can feel like you’re never going to "get it".  Here’s just one time in my life that I felt the same way…

I went to a university on a business scholarship. To round out my classes in first year, I had to choose an "elective" course – one that wasn’t part of my core curriculum.

I had no experience with computers at all, but thought it would help my business degree to be familiar with them, so I elected to enroll in an introductory computer science course.

After months of classes and many, many sleepless nights in the computer lab, I nearly dropped out of the course.

While I could barely figure out how to turn the darn computer on, everyone around me was pumping out software with apparent ease.

It seemed like no matter how I tried, and how much I wanted to, I just wasn’t "getting it."

I sat in classes and the professors sounded like they were speaking in a foreign language.

I spent nights and nights in the lab, trying everything I could, getting help from everyone and anyone who had the patience to answer the same basic questions – over and over.

Finally, after months of dedicated but fruitless effort, I asked my professor to let me out of the course before the deadline so I could avoid a failing mark on this – my elective course – and lose my entire scholarship, which I could not financially afford to do.

She smiled knowingly and made me a deal.  "Stick with it for another month. Keep doing what you’re doing, and ask me for as much help as you want. If after that month you still want to drop the course, I will let you do it without assigning the failing grade."

"What’s the point?" I asked.  "I’ve been at this for months, and I’m not getting it at all.  Even if I did, I’d be a half year behind the calls and probably fail anyway."

"I’ll help you," she said.  "Why don’t you try it? You’ve got nothing to lose, really."

So I agreed, even though in the back of my mind I thought I’d be having this same conversation with her after a month.

But I was very interested in learning how this darn computer stuff worked.  So I applied myself in earnest.  After all, I had nothing to lose. The pressure was off.

After a week, nothing changed.

But I kept at it.

After two weeks, I was more frustrated than ever, and all my classmates by now figured I was a lost cause.

But I kept at it.

I tried everything.

I mean EVERYTHING.

I focused to the exclusion of everything else.

Nothing worked.

Until mid way through the third week…

In one sudden, unexpected moment … EVERYTHING changed.

For the first time after months and months of "failure" (which I now know was actually "learning"), my first program worked.  IT WORKED!

In the middle of the night, surrounded in the computer lab by a few of my fellow students I let out a victory scream that I’m sure carried across the campus and woke up the kids in residence bunk beds.

It was sheer joy.  An unbelievable sense of accomplishment.  I thought I heard harps playing as the clouds parted!

Mind you, it was the most basic of programs.  The other kids were writing more sophisticated programs since high school.

But it was MY program.  And now I had a taste of what *I* could do, and a budding sense of "I CAN do this"….

Well, thanks to that lovely professor who wouldn’t let me give up on myself, I wound up shifting my classes to major in computer science and minor in business admin and graduated second in my class, missing the "Gold" by fractions of a percentage point.

That degree, plus the business courses, has meant millions of dollars to me, and has been some of the most fulfilling work I’ve ever done.

Because of it, I’ve travelled extensively all around the world, doing business in Asia, Europe, North and South America.

To think I was about to give up on it altogether because I thought I couldn’t "get it" at first…

Why am I telling you this?

In case you’re feeling like you are overwhelmend, and aren’t "getting it," or don’t see how you’re going to achieve your information business goals.

I am paying forward the same encouragement my angel professor offered me.

I realized that the reason I was "frustrated" was because I had such a huge desire to learn but I set expectations that far exceeded my current ability to achieve them. 

Worse, I was comparing myself to my classmates and activated some pretty harsh self-talk when I couldn’t "keep up" – ignoring completely the years of prior learning and experience they already had!

As soon as I took the pressure off, stopped comparing myself to others, and just took on the challenge of "me against the machine" for my own personal joy and satisfaction, I created the space for the breakthrough that I’d been unkowingly resisting for all those months before.

Is any of this sounding familiar?

If it is, I encourage you to "shift into glide" during your learning process and let it come … naturally, effortlessly, joyfully – in it’s right and perfect time (for you!)

Focus on your dreams. 

Commit to your learning.

Stop comparing yourself to others and honor your own unique and special path.

And when you let out your victory scream — let me hear all the way over here!

Share your comments below and let me know how this resonates with you — and inspire me and others with your story.